A Day's Grace!!
Well this is it. Today. Deomo is to arrest Maxell. A willing Maxell. It hasn't happened yet. I have been praying... begging the gods for a delay.
Maxell is out finalizing some arrangements.
So I took my Y-Wing up. I was in "a mood". I tried my hand at the controls and flew about. I attacked and was victorious over little pirate ships. They were no match for the power of my y-wing. Well... with my poor skills... it was kinda an even match. This annoyed me fast. I landed and sought another distraction.
I traveled out to a battlezone waypoint I got off the Rebel transmissions. I will hunt Imperials... for the practice. I need to know what they are like in case I go up against them saving Max... and I WILL save Max. This location was out in the middle of karking nowhere on Corellia. There were almost no Imperials. Just the occasional ATST. *growl... grumble*
I really need to HUNT something!!! I was restless. Nervous. Annoyed. I figured I would just go and sit in the temple and brood.
At Azrith... Maxell almost surprized me. I stood so long at the shuttle... just... not really knowing what to do. Grinding my teeth. Praying and feelig so... frustrating... helpless with the decision! Max approached me. He smiled knowingly. *Let's go hunting.* He said smoothly.
So we hunted. He was unbuffed but kept his distance, allowing me to vent and satisfy my hunting need. Deomo still has not come to arrest him. I reached along my bond to Deomo to sense him and what was going on in his spirit. *turmoil* He... so did not want to do this and yet did at the ame time. I could sense, if Max were out of the way... Deomo could have me. But I could also sense the guilt that came with those thoughts in his heart... and the terrible depression knowing that what he is about to do... will do me more harm than anything else he could do. This was not going to be an easy thing to do. For any of us. I fought my prey with more vigor. But was spent after four missions. That was the end of my patience. We decided to travel back to the temple to rest... to wait... GODS!
On our way back, we entered Eden. *smile* I wanted to stop in and see if there was a pool or fountain for the temple. Then... THEN! I had an idea. I had to show this to Maxell. It was so interesting!!! He had to see it. The old rusty moss covered ATAT half-sunk in a clear lake. I had come across it in Eden some time ago. It is still an awesome and interesting sight to see that stirs such curiosity.
We stopped and looked at it. Then... Max pulled off his clothed and jumped in! AK! I stood on the protruding rock. He saw about in the clear cool water. I walked back and took off my armor, pack, and boots and wased in to my knees, wetting the hem of my skirt. He coaxed me in. NO WAY! SWIM?! I ... can't... no.... *nervous* He bobbed and floated and moved about the water. He swam in to look at the ATAT. I was so curious. He teased me about it. I wanted to see too. But... Curiosity was more powerful today. I dashed into a building nook and changed into the swimsuit I still carried. As I turned... he was there, standing, watching... smiling. He took my hand and lead me back to the water. Slowly edging me in... deeper and deeper. The moss in the water was slippery and the water suddenly closed over my head! He lifted me and i dashed back to the roack coughing and sputtering. He snickered at me and said for me to keep my mouth closed. He coaxed me in again.
This day. I learned to float and swim. This day, I remembered I could. It was amazing! Another day... to us! I will have to make offerings to the gods in thanks. We then went to the temple to dry off.
In the temple... on the brazier... was... THE DANCING BANTHA WARD!!! WEEHEE!! Brem!
Brem?
In my email was his note that he had to go. He had a long mission far away in deep space. ANd he left... right then. Damn. I that is what he was packing for... I wanted a hug form him before he left. *sad* He asked in the email for me to watch over Kimbrya. Of course I would. Maxell even got more meds for her from Avios. Thank gods. I will so miss Brem. But I am sure he will return soon... and safe.
We went downstairs to Fyrshka's sanctuary. Maxell knelt there a moment, then called Envy to sleep there. I could just barely hear the whispering at the edge of my mind. She spoke to him. I am sure of it.
We then curled up to sleep cuddled together. Thank you gods. Thank you for this extra day's grace.
Maxell is out finalizing some arrangements.
So I took my Y-Wing up. I was in "a mood". I tried my hand at the controls and flew about. I attacked and was victorious over little pirate ships. They were no match for the power of my y-wing. Well... with my poor skills... it was kinda an even match. This annoyed me fast. I landed and sought another distraction.
I traveled out to a battlezone waypoint I got off the Rebel transmissions. I will hunt Imperials... for the practice. I need to know what they are like in case I go up against them saving Max... and I WILL save Max. This location was out in the middle of karking nowhere on Corellia. There were almost no Imperials. Just the occasional ATST. *growl... grumble*
I really need to HUNT something!!! I was restless. Nervous. Annoyed. I figured I would just go and sit in the temple and brood.
At Azrith... Maxell almost surprized me. I stood so long at the shuttle... just... not really knowing what to do. Grinding my teeth. Praying and feelig so... frustrating... helpless with the decision! Max approached me. He smiled knowingly. *Let's go hunting.* He said smoothly.
So we hunted. He was unbuffed but kept his distance, allowing me to vent and satisfy my hunting need. Deomo still has not come to arrest him. I reached along my bond to Deomo to sense him and what was going on in his spirit. *turmoil* He... so did not want to do this and yet did at the ame time. I could sense, if Max were out of the way... Deomo could have me. But I could also sense the guilt that came with those thoughts in his heart... and the terrible depression knowing that what he is about to do... will do me more harm than anything else he could do. This was not going to be an easy thing to do. For any of us. I fought my prey with more vigor. But was spent after four missions. That was the end of my patience. We decided to travel back to the temple to rest... to wait... GODS!
On our way back, we entered Eden. *smile* I wanted to stop in and see if there was a pool or fountain for the temple. Then... THEN! I had an idea. I had to show this to Maxell. It was so interesting!!! He had to see it. The old rusty moss covered ATAT half-sunk in a clear lake. I had come across it in Eden some time ago. It is still an awesome and interesting sight to see that stirs such curiosity.
We stopped and looked at it. Then... Max pulled off his clothed and jumped in! AK! I stood on the protruding rock. He saw about in the clear cool water. I walked back and took off my armor, pack, and boots and wased in to my knees, wetting the hem of my skirt. He coaxed me in. NO WAY! SWIM?! I ... can't... no.... *nervous* He bobbed and floated and moved about the water. He swam in to look at the ATAT. I was so curious. He teased me about it. I wanted to see too. But... Curiosity was more powerful today. I dashed into a building nook and changed into the swimsuit I still carried. As I turned... he was there, standing, watching... smiling. He took my hand and lead me back to the water. Slowly edging me in... deeper and deeper. The moss in the water was slippery and the water suddenly closed over my head! He lifted me and i dashed back to the roack coughing and sputtering. He snickered at me and said for me to keep my mouth closed. He coaxed me in again.
This day. I learned to float and swim. This day, I remembered I could. It was amazing! Another day... to us! I will have to make offerings to the gods in thanks. We then went to the temple to dry off.
In the temple... on the brazier... was... THE DANCING BANTHA WARD!!! WEEHEE!! Brem!
Brem?
In my email was his note that he had to go. He had a long mission far away in deep space. ANd he left... right then. Damn. I that is what he was packing for... I wanted a hug form him before he left. *sad* He asked in the email for me to watch over Kimbrya. Of course I would. Maxell even got more meds for her from Avios. Thank gods. I will so miss Brem. But I am sure he will return soon... and safe.
We went downstairs to Fyrshka's sanctuary. Maxell knelt there a moment, then called Envy to sleep there. I could just barely hear the whispering at the edge of my mind. She spoke to him. I am sure of it.
We then curled up to sleep cuddled together. Thank you gods. Thank you for this extra day's grace.
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