Aico's Devious Words

Aico *snarl* I am disliking this man more and more... seriously bordering on hatred. Then again... damn... his words... they always seem to have such truth to them. *SNARL*

He sent me an email that he and Maxell had been exchanging. And reminded me of how devious Maxell, as an operative of the Imperial Inquisitors, can be. The email... A plan where by maxell has used me... and everyone else through these rites... and will offer one of us to Aico. I... I couldn't believe it at first. No way. Aico knew nothing!

Then he reminded me that Maxell is not Zabrak. My bond could not possibly be strong enough to tell for sure. WHAT DOES HE KNOW!!!??? Deomo. I should be with Deomo. DAMN AICO!

No... he plans on hunting Deomo. His first target. He discussed how well i have messed up their lives. How they are both in grave danger... because of me... because of this temple. Maxell will be arrested, tortured and killed. I am not worthy of any of their bonds...

Gods...

His words ... damn his words... they would not leave my mind.

Tai'shan... you cannot lie thru the tai'shan... but ... am i worthy of it? Look at what I have done. Maxell's career, his connections, he... future... his whole life... I have ruined it so well. ANd Deomo... lost in the feral and the darkness of the Shadow Ancestors. My fault. Gods... and two tai'shan. That is an impossibility. Should never have happened.

Is Aico right? Have I stirred an abomination in the galaxy? Maybe it was wrong for me to even come to this galaxy. *my head spun* Maybe... maybe... if i could take myself out of the picture... then they could rebalance their lives.

If ... I were gone.