Frustrations...
I wandered from the temple... my thought dark... delf-destructive. I wanted to contact Maxell... but he was away making preparations for my challenge. I needed ... i... Brem.
I just wanted a safe place and some close contact with calm reality. Brem. Brem was in his house. Packing for something. But he stopped and showed me about his house. His new house. It is a large Naboo. I will have to look at it better. I ... needed soemone to talk to. And Brem. You are a steady rock in my life.
He reassured me about the tai'shan bond. ANd discouraged me from listening to Aico. Nothing can be devious through that bond. *trust*
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Later, when Brem needed some time to finish his packing I left. Initially planning on shopping for a water fountain for the temple's West side. Then Haan came on my comm. I do not dislike the man. But he grates on my nerves sometimes. I can still remember our first meeting. Hi, can we get to know each other and maybe think about getting married? AK!!! And now... so not now... not with me commited to one tai'shan and bonded to another. NO! he wanted to meet up[, to talk, to hunt... anything. My mood soured so fast. I had something important to do today and the shopping was a menatl distraction to help me focus. Well I got a mental distraction alright. But it far from helped me focus. *grrrr*
I needed to balance myself in order to reach for Deomo again. I was hoping to get a fountain, place it in the temple, meditate for 15min and face Deomo balanced. Now... grrrr... I need to go hunt something and burn off the frustration. I turned off my general comm frequency. Haan can leave me an email.
I aimed to hunt on Yavin a bit. I sense Deomo. He essence was calmer along the bond we shared. Hmmm... I called him out to hunt with me. This is going to be interesting I think... Me grumbly... and having to reach out to Deomo. Well... let's let Feral call to feral for the moment.
I just wanted a safe place and some close contact with calm reality. Brem. Brem was in his house. Packing for something. But he stopped and showed me about his house. His new house. It is a large Naboo. I will have to look at it better. I ... needed soemone to talk to. And Brem. You are a steady rock in my life.
He reassured me about the tai'shan bond. ANd discouraged me from listening to Aico. Nothing can be devious through that bond. *trust*
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Later, when Brem needed some time to finish his packing I left. Initially planning on shopping for a water fountain for the temple's West side. Then Haan came on my comm. I do not dislike the man. But he grates on my nerves sometimes. I can still remember our first meeting. Hi, can we get to know each other and maybe think about getting married? AK!!! And now... so not now... not with me commited to one tai'shan and bonded to another. NO! he wanted to meet up[, to talk, to hunt... anything. My mood soured so fast. I had something important to do today and the shopping was a menatl distraction to help me focus. Well I got a mental distraction alright. But it far from helped me focus. *grrrr*
I needed to balance myself in order to reach for Deomo again. I was hoping to get a fountain, place it in the temple, meditate for 15min and face Deomo balanced. Now... grrrr... I need to go hunt something and burn off the frustration. I turned off my general comm frequency. Haan can leave me an email.
I aimed to hunt on Yavin a bit. I sense Deomo. He essence was calmer along the bond we shared. Hmmm... I called him out to hunt with me. This is going to be interesting I think... Me grumbly... and having to reach out to Deomo. Well... let's let Feral call to feral for the moment.
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