Stone walls

Kimbrya is at the temple sorting things out. She is really an incredible woman. I can see why Brem is so taken with her. Her smile is almost infectious. Cute and wise at the same time. She will not forget what happened to her... but humans are more adaptable than Zabrak. They seem to go with the flow more. I am so impressed how she still smiles after all things. She said she need to sit and talk with me. *whispering in the temple* But that now is not the time... not is this the place. I am not ready. But I know this. I am strong of spirit and ... so not. The Force awakens other gifts I cannot control well. She says I need training. Training in my fight skills, training in Teras Kasi meditation. Training with a good "handler". I was offended... and humiliated... Have I sunk to the level of animal? She saw my face and knew. She just smiled and said... everyone needs a handler. Someone to be and anchor in your life. When all things fall apart... there is someone there to hold onto. But ... that would mean .... She said it is not like that. Not all men are like that... not even those with the potential to be. And she warned me of Deomo. he haunts me as much as my old master... and he hasn't even touched me.

Through sheer force of will.... I have erected my stone walls again. I need to hunt and improve my skills.

I am guessing I will have to face meeting Imperials along the way for questioning. Maxell especially. *sniff* Some things confuse me so. How close is too close? Where can traust be laid? What form will betrayal take? Will I do my friends harm? I go hunt now... Locked carefully behind those cold stone walls.