Sunday Surprises

Brem.

Brem... after all the Empire has done to Kimbrya... he has rejoined the Empire! I was so shocked! Stunned! Confused!

Brem needs to feel like he belongs to something bigger than himself. More than the Temple. He still will keep his affiliation to the Temple, but he is Imperial... really always has been. He has friends there. But he can also learn information while in the ranks. It is dangerous. If Cauil finds out he is Infiltrating Imperial ranks... I worry for him.

My mind is a bit of a turmoil. I am having trouble getting hold of the reality of some things.... like when my gifts first awakened as a child... like when they reawakened a month or so ago and I was a bundle of uncontrolled chaos and confusion of emotions. The whispering rises all around me. I feel strangely disconnected from things... even Brem. I can feel his presense and Kimbrya's (still through him)... this is how I will pay for what I have done. Give them the strength of a Zabrak to do what they must... at the cost of my own control and sanity.

I need to go hunt things. Hunting is a familier activity that occupies the body so the mind can focus. It is also far away from others.