So much for Gurring it...

I was hunting away on Yavin. Brem came out to hunt with me and work on his brawling skills. I was still in a brooding mood. We hunted and things were ok.

Then Maxell showed. He is so like Blimey in some ways. Calm, focuses, patient. He is like ... an anchor or an unmoving mountain at peace. Brem is the rushing waters and can get as lost as I in the current. I miss Blimey. But we have really gone different ways. Brem... I love Brem dearly. But I can still feel Kimbrya through him. They have a special bond... I would surely say they are Tai'Shan.

Something snapped in me the other day. Like the breaking of so many ties.

And today Brem and Maxell stood side by side looking at me. My head swam a moment and I bolstered my shields, blocking them both out. I am so sorry Brem. But I can't ... don't know how to shut out an aspect.... I ... on one hand I want to rage at Maxell for this... and on the other...

I am glad my buffs ran out. Brem left to hunt on Dantooine. Maxell got called away for duty.

I stopped into the Temple to move a few things and pick some things up. Headed back to Naboo to find a nice isolated forest... to camp and ... to camp in.