Humbling & Humiliation
Since I secured my freedom, I never wanted to be indebted to anyone. I sought to be independant. I lone-wolf... (yes I am realizing that my name is Firecat and need a better word... how about gurring for the fiery red solitary gurrcat?) I gurr it alot. I used to.
Today I finished up the logs and books of the temple and sat to think... Brem and I disabled a surveillance device outside the temple. Kimbya is alive. Maxell came snooping for information. The Imperials are on to the fact that she is still alive and that they still do not know what she knows. She is safely tucked away in a hospital for now.
She needs to be somewhere safe... we all do. I am consideing moving the Temple. But where?
I went out to El Pacto on Dantooine here. It is where Dolch lives and where WIKAN guild resides. Time and time again Dolch has offered sanctuary with the Spanish folks. I biked out to visit the area and see how it felt. Then...
Then swallows my pride and asked for help. Dolch promptly called in the council and i explained the situation to them. They were all in agreement and helped me decide on a location. Out side city limits, but close enough that I can get folks from the temple into the city limits fast. The Mayor placed a bann on Cauil and Deomo and set SSS on their warlist.
It was humiliating to admit I cannot ensure safety in my Temple.
I met up with an informant on Rebel personnel and activity... and Intel specialist. He had little that could be really useful, so we just chatted. I still needed to go hunting.
Then when I went hunting I called up Brem to hunt Tuskans with me... but he got called away on duty, now that he is part of a military. He was only supposed to be gone 30min. So I said I would start hunting and he could meet me there. He never came back. I was stuck in a cave... horribly lost... then suddenly overwhelmed! first 4 then 6 then 15 Tuskans! Sharok commed me at a bad time. Hearing my fight, he called his contacts for someone to come help me. The tuskans struck me down. I woke in a cloning facility in the middle of Imp velle Mos Espa. I have never been here before. The map got me lost... then again i get lost in multi room buildings. An Imperial grabbed me and searched me... DON"T TOUCH ME!!! Well... there was a fight and they hunted me. Sharoxk kept yelling for me to stop moving around, to find a hiding spot... but I couldn't. Help was in its way... Ug... how embarrassing... a near stranger is getting me help because i can't get out of one karking city alive. Kayon showed up. OMGs... when he was done... it was an Imp bloodbath... or graveyard... bodies everywhere.... It was disturbing.
I was a bit stunned when we arrived in Mos Eisley. I sat in the corner of the Cantina trying to wipe the image from my mind. It got crowded in there and I could no longer deal with the press of mindsd, thoughts and emotions of others. I left to a comm from Dolch that he has seen the death of Deomo and other SSS but was on the run from a Dark Jedi. I never stopped to think. I got on my ship and ran out to see if I could help him... at least be ready with a ship or as the worst did happen, carry his body to the cloning facility.
Today I finished up the logs and books of the temple and sat to think... Brem and I disabled a surveillance device outside the temple. Kimbya is alive. Maxell came snooping for information. The Imperials are on to the fact that she is still alive and that they still do not know what she knows. She is safely tucked away in a hospital for now.
She needs to be somewhere safe... we all do. I am consideing moving the Temple. But where?
I went out to El Pacto on Dantooine here. It is where Dolch lives and where WIKAN guild resides. Time and time again Dolch has offered sanctuary with the Spanish folks. I biked out to visit the area and see how it felt. Then...
Then swallows my pride and asked for help. Dolch promptly called in the council and i explained the situation to them. They were all in agreement and helped me decide on a location. Out side city limits, but close enough that I can get folks from the temple into the city limits fast. The Mayor placed a bann on Cauil and Deomo and set SSS on their warlist.
It was humiliating to admit I cannot ensure safety in my Temple.
I met up with an informant on Rebel personnel and activity... and Intel specialist. He had little that could be really useful, so we just chatted. I still needed to go hunting.
Then when I went hunting I called up Brem to hunt Tuskans with me... but he got called away on duty, now that he is part of a military. He was only supposed to be gone 30min. So I said I would start hunting and he could meet me there. He never came back. I was stuck in a cave... horribly lost... then suddenly overwhelmed! first 4 then 6 then 15 Tuskans! Sharok commed me at a bad time. Hearing my fight, he called his contacts for someone to come help me. The tuskans struck me down. I woke in a cloning facility in the middle of Imp velle Mos Espa. I have never been here before. The map got me lost... then again i get lost in multi room buildings. An Imperial grabbed me and searched me... DON"T TOUCH ME!!! Well... there was a fight and they hunted me. Sharoxk kept yelling for me to stop moving around, to find a hiding spot... but I couldn't. Help was in its way... Ug... how embarrassing... a near stranger is getting me help because i can't get out of one karking city alive. Kayon showed up. OMGs... when he was done... it was an Imp bloodbath... or graveyard... bodies everywhere.... It was disturbing.
I was a bit stunned when we arrived in Mos Eisley. I sat in the corner of the Cantina trying to wipe the image from my mind. It got crowded in there and I could no longer deal with the press of mindsd, thoughts and emotions of others. I left to a comm from Dolch that he has seen the death of Deomo and other SSS but was on the run from a Dark Jedi. I never stopped to think. I got on my ship and ran out to see if I could help him... at least be ready with a ship or as the worst did happen, carry his body to the cloning facility.
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