The Worst News from Max
Mmmmm... cozy... Max was awake and watching me. *shy* He gently stroked my brow and placed a soft kiss upon it as I was waking. Then one of the kittens licked my face *ick* and I shoved her aside. Max smiled and rubbed my head slowly till I was fully awake. Mmmmm.....
I did not want to wake. I was comfortable. I slowly sat up. *mild twinge* Max offered to make breakfast. *NAUSEA* Oh no... no no no... I could see he was stalling though. He wanted to tell me something but sought ways to not say it yet. He resigned himself and said we should go up to the roof for fresh air and to talk. *concern*
He told me about Avios. How Avios was taken from Ebe and grown in some specialized cloning lab. He explained... in broken tense words how he and Ebe claimed Avios back when they found out.... And how Ebe had taken Avios to raise and he had destroyed the facility. He told me how this is what the Imperials planned to do to Meela.
I ... Deomo... NO! No, the Imperials CANNOT have Meela. We won't allow it!!!He assured me that he not let them have her, that he... ensure they would not.... that he did some things I may not be comfortable with to ensure that. I... was not comfortable with what he did... but... I would have done the same if I could.
He also explained how I WILL lose Meela. *!!!* NOOO!!! *denial* He explained why and that he has seen the medical reports. *SAD* I... knew though. Deomo had told me. And I had realized it again not that long ago. I just... hoped......... But no.... I am lucky to still be carrying her... but it won't last and a solution has to be found soon or she and maybe I will die. *upset* This really did not help my tension and nausea. But I know he had to tell me. I know I have to think about it... plan....
*stress*
What do we do? Max had a solution. To do to Meela what was done to Avios. Have her taken from me. *NO!!!* He was arranging for a private facility with similar equipment and a couple specialists to provide the best care. I don't want this... but I ... know... I know it may be the only way. *anxiety*
I am going to be sick....
I have to tell Deomo this. Explain it to him. I... I can't make this decision alone. *anxiety*
*nausea*
*hard to breathe*
*anxiety*
*dizzy*
*blackout*
I did not want to wake. I was comfortable. I slowly sat up. *mild twinge* Max offered to make breakfast. *NAUSEA* Oh no... no no no... I could see he was stalling though. He wanted to tell me something but sought ways to not say it yet. He resigned himself and said we should go up to the roof for fresh air and to talk. *concern*
He told me about Avios. How Avios was taken from Ebe and grown in some specialized cloning lab. He explained... in broken tense words how he and Ebe claimed Avios back when they found out.... And how Ebe had taken Avios to raise and he had destroyed the facility. He told me how this is what the Imperials planned to do to Meela.
I ... Deomo... NO! No, the Imperials CANNOT have Meela. We won't allow it!!!He assured me that he not let them have her, that he... ensure they would not.... that he did some things I may not be comfortable with to ensure that. I... was not comfortable with what he did... but... I would have done the same if I could.
He also explained how I WILL lose Meela. *!!!* NOOO!!! *denial* He explained why and that he has seen the medical reports. *SAD* I... knew though. Deomo had told me. And I had realized it again not that long ago. I just... hoped......... But no.... I am lucky to still be carrying her... but it won't last and a solution has to be found soon or she and maybe I will die. *upset* This really did not help my tension and nausea. But I know he had to tell me. I know I have to think about it... plan....
*stress*
What do we do? Max had a solution. To do to Meela what was done to Avios. Have her taken from me. *NO!!!* He was arranging for a private facility with similar equipment and a couple specialists to provide the best care. I don't want this... but I ... know... I know it may be the only way. *anxiety*
I am going to be sick....
I have to tell Deomo this. Explain it to him. I... I can't make this decision alone. *anxiety*
*nausea*
*hard to breathe*
*anxiety*
*dizzy*
*blackout*
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