Why do I bother!!!!????

I woke in Fyrshka's house. I was dreaming. *smile* Of Maxell. It was actually a good dream. We were walking along a long white beach. I think we were on Naboo. The scent of sand and water... When I opened my eyes... I was alone. In a strange house with a note on the side table. Fyrshka's house. Oh yaeh!! Deomo. The note was from him saying that while I was alseep he moved me here to protect me from the sandstorm, but that he had something to do.

What am I going to do about his pendant? He needs to fight for something... for himself... and somehow... i don't think i am reason enough for him to live for himself because I am commited to Maxell. *sigh* I am at a loss there.

That great mood i woke with *pop* is gone.

I went to Theed's cantina. talnica was there trying to instigate a fight. I contacted her brother as the girl she was trying to stir a fight with would have smeared here across the cantina floor. It came across like taddling. I feel bad. But I didn't want her dead. She is pissed off with me now. Oh well. Kark... Why do I bother!?

I sat and waited for the bartender... but then the place just... emptied.