Bounce... bounce... stress...

Goals!!! I have GOALS again!!!

-Finish decorating the temple
-Train in sword
-Talk to Max about the Spice
-Plan a blessing ritual for the temple

I started setting up! Moved things about and planned where I wanted stuff. Still missing a blue crystal for the Ritual space. Went to Eden to look for some book shelves and stuff. Found the fountain Ebe left for me. YAY!!! THANKS EBE!!! And began sorting the crap OUT of the temple and into storage. I mounted the Tuskan outfit in the office and began to place the shelves in the lerge room off the ritual space.

Grrr... Right in the middle of planning and sketching a layout on my datapad... i bloody fainted... for no reason! Stirred a few moments later staring at the ceiling. I checked myself. I was fine. Good thing I wasn't on the stairs! I was disoriented for about an hour... so i just sat quietly with my datapad and leaned against the wall to continue sketching. Maybe I am stressing about Max and th spice? Maybe I ate something I shouldn't have. OH! Fish! *thinks over the past day's meals* No... nothing that would have even come into contact with fish. *shrug* I am fine now.

Then Deomo tagged me, both on the comm and via our bond. *stressed* His city is under attack! And he is outnumbered. There were only a few recruits with him. I lent him what strength I could but could not go out to him. I gave my word.... to not enter that city no matter what. Damn you Cauil! You knew this would come up didn't you!!

I distracted myself with moving stuff in the temple. And when the feral rose with Deomo... I moved the heavy stuff. *focus* His pendant pulsed along our bond... invasively. I moved the fountain into place. Then struggled with dismantling the crafting stations and moving them upstairs intot he room with the book shelves. I stopped a moment and thought about Avios. If he were to use a research and frafting room... how would he want it? Then trusted my instints and made it look how I imagined he would like it.

Then i packed all the extra crap into packs and a shelving unit and checked outside. Damn. Hostile animals. Max made me promise to not take risks. Karking hurrtons. Well... it is a low risk if i mask my scent and run real fast to my storage house. So... *grin* that is what I did! Dasjed down the road. Ducked under the legs of a startled piket and to my storage house door. Then bolted back for another pack. The shelf... that was trickier. But I made it. Max would kill me. I AM FINE!!! What ARE you so worried about?!?!?!?!

KARK! I forgot the spice box. Dammit. There is a spice box in the office. It HAS to go. I will NOT help his addiction. Running from your fears is not the answer. Max told me this. And with his help, I faced the traumas of my past. Max... Oh Max... I am here for you. Rely on me... not the damned spice.

Hehe... I managed to do all this while Maxell was asleep. *SMILE* I could feel Deomo deep in the focus of a fight so I focused on the joy I was feeling from making the temple changes. Then Max awoke. I felt it. *bounce bounce* I could not stop grinning! I was so excited! I had him got to check out every room for the changes! *bounce bounce* I must have been absolutely contageously beaming... because it wasn't long till Max was in the same mood. Heehee. I wanted him to see it all! Everything I had done! he like the changes. *grin* and said that Avios should really like the crafting and research room. Yay!

Then *stress* It hit me like tree! Deomo....