Cannot wait any longer

I got news from Ebe that Deomo is again safe in Theed. He is still struggling with the pendant. But he is at least safe.

The incubation unit for Meela is now callibrated. I believe this weekend we will have the surgery to move Meela from my womb to the incubation unit. I rub the small swell of her within me and whisper that I will always be near. I have gone through some nasty bouts of sweats and contractions and unconsciousness over the last several days. I am glad Maxell has not left my side. Every time I look over, I feel secure as I see his soft deep blue eyes and gentle smile. *weak smile*

Please gods... let me survive this....