Sad News for Deomo

I hopped from Moenia to Theed and went to the library. I looked up information on funerary services of humans... as a way to distract myself. Kimbrya...

Deomo was still busy. When he was finally free he excitedly called me to see the new house he erected in place of the large generic one. He met me in Kintan and took me to the new house on the island. WOW! It looked like a castle!! It was huge... with so many rooms... ugh... and so many stairs. It was hard on me to look around and I had to pause frequently. Deomo walked worriedly beside me. It even has a roof and an outside bridge.

I want a Naboo Temple... like this....

At the entrance, Deomo placed a white trooper iniform and a black trooper uniform. "Light... and Dark... together as One... balanced." *smile* I relaxed a bit on the big staircase while I watched Deomo place some furniture. I was feeling some tension... but not a twinge. My mind was more distracted with worrying about how to deal with and to explain to Deomo this new reality about Meela. He paused in his pushing of a sofa and looked at me. Then he sat next to me and asked me what is so strongly on my mind.

I told him. ... ... that I will lose Meela... if I do not abort her.

He reacted as I thought he would. Shocked. Devastated. Denying. Angry. He bolted for the balcony roof and raged and cried there. He did not want to lose Meela. I tried to explain that Max might have a way to save her... with this specialist... if I qualify. He was not hearing me. He was a ball of painful emotions. He could not even stand. All his defenses crashed down.